I remember when it was first mentioned to me that God could use my abuse as a ministry to others later on in my life. I fought it as I'd never fought anyone before. But, what hurts me more than possibly anything else, is learning that another child has had her innocence taken from her. (Or his.) There is never a time I've wanted to hurt another ( Read more... )

BP did a random things about him list, and I started typing up one in Word. I owe it to him to post this. So, here's my list. I didn't get very random though.

1. I struggle over hating my body… with vehemence.
2. I feel broken.
3. I read books to “get away”.
4. I get very passionate about things that I love.
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Well, I've been trying to update and it's giving me crap, so we'll have to see what I can do later. It's coming, people, it's coming.
It's also not showing my pictures when I try to choose them from the picture menu on here. Grr...


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I'm too lazy to update... well, pretty much so. I guess I'll have to see what I can do later. My head hurts. My hair's kinda short for ponytails.
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On Friday the 3rd Shilo drove me to the airport. I was kinda amazed how quiet the airport was, but this is Omaha after all and it was around 7:20 in the morning or so. Come to think of it, the Jacksonville airport has never seemed terribly busy to me. Maybe it's just a well-oiled machine.
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Well, I'm finally done with the mega-huge project that I've been working on here at work. FINALLY! So, maybe I'll actually update with some more pics from Florida. I am totally addicted to looking up DNAngel costume ideas though. Pretty much excited about that one. I'll have to ask for my sewing machine back from my sis-in-law or spring for a newer ( Read more... )

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   Alright, I'm attempting an update while on my break. I'm sorry I haven't been more active on here lately. I've had a project I've been working on and I can't really justify playing around online when I'm supposed to be doing that. I was also planning on updating this weekend but I got frustrated when I couldn't figure out how to hotlink from ( Read more... )

Be warned! The picture posts are coming!!! I'm saving them to my storage on Xanga right now. These aren't pictures that I've taken. They were taken by Frank with his digital camera. I may have to split the posts up or figure out how to do thumbnails with links to the pictures. I'll hopefully get at least the first part up later tonight.
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Since I haven't the time to post w/a real update, I'll post a query instead.

I would like your advice on any and all healthy ways that you're aware of to lose weight. Apparently I have some good muscle (that could probably use toning) but it's underneath fat. I often fail at weight loss and I feel like I'm slipping again. I'm attempting to decrease ( Read more... )