in twelve days i'll be married, and i couldn't be less happy ( Read more... )

this isn't how i want to be ( Read more... )

No one ever told me that feeling happy would be so difficult ( Read more... )

so i'm letting aaron go - again. i'm not answering the phone when he calls, and i delete any messages he leaves without bothering to listen to them ( Read more... )

shit, it's been a while since i updated this thing. where to start, where to start ( Read more... )

we finally have an apartment - atwo story townhome in kingston port. it's beautiful and i have the upstairs all to myself - including a fully functioning fireplace! tomorrow we get the keys and start moving stuff in. and the house got sold too!

finally i can breathe.
with ease.
not choking on all the words i've left unsaid,
that collected and rolled about in my mouth,
stagnating and polluting my already troubled mind.
i can breathe.

it is a new day.
and you have a new face.

Here's a shout-out to the worst birthday ever ( Read more... )

Fuck the Thai Cottage ( Read more... )

i can't muster up enough interest to go to class today ( Read more... )