okay, seriously.
i am so fucking bored.
beginning to wish we had gone to austin.
argh.
all this hoopla for nothing.
i think hali's dead.
someone else is just posting in her name.
fuck fuck fuck.
there is nothing to do in this stupid town.
other than fuck.
and i've gotten bored with that.
dammit.
i don't have anything to say...

It doesn't make sense that someone can be constantly around you almost your entire life and still not understand you. It shouldn't work that way. I don't get it ( Read more... )

FREE TO A GOOD HOME:
low-maintenence, semi-emo kid.
can live on dr.pepper alone.
promises to be amusing.
easy to train.
great with kids and pets.
provided they stay out of her way.
please comment/call for more details.

i've recently been plagued by the growing suspicion that i am, in fact, invisible ( Read more... )

la ti da ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little better about things ( Read more... )

the loneliest you will ever feel in life is the moment you realize - truly understand and internalize - the inmutable and inevitable fact that someday your heart will no longer beat.

because it was all so weird, so ... unexpected. Well, a little tiny bit of the edge brought on by my pent up sexual frustration has been taken off. Only a little though. Because it was just making out. Which isn't that much. But. Yeah. It was so fucking weird. Especially since it didn't feel weird - it just felt like it should have been weird. I'm ( Read more... )

I wish things were simpler ( Read more... )

i want to be the woman of someone's dreams.
i want to be able to fall in love again.
and to let someone love me.

i miss everybody.