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[eits10]

Chrissy never drank when we were together. In the five years that ive known her she drank maybe five wine coolers. I just found out that last night she drank 9 shots of something an drank a bunch of beers. She got really sick and was throwing up, to top it all off this happened at my ex-friends apartment. Just when I think I can get better more bad

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[sammasati]

Chrissy that you knew is lost somewhere deep inside. Be patient but, at the same time, be disconnected. This is not a battle you should fight, no matter how much it seems like you should. You'd never be able to win anyway... she has to choose her own path. Hope the best, but expect the worst.

Good luck Johnny.

[eits10]

Thank you Liz, that is awesome advice. You really captured the way I feel in your advice. thank you "sis".

[mithrandir888]

"People always always always only do what they want and nothing else. A fat person is fat because he wants to be fat. He knows exactally what to do to become skinny but he also knows what to do to stay fat and he wants to do those things more than anythign else. People only do what they want" -Franz

[eits10]

yea thats true, but it just boggles my mind that you think you know someone for so long and then they completely change. It rips my heart out to think of her lunged over a toilet in a filthy apartment, it was just never like her.

boggles the fucking mind

[evrywhereizwar]

Finally I discover what my personal aphorism is! I remember when I said that. I remember that time. My personal philosophies were different then.

As far as the Chrissy thing goes, I believe we all get what we want when we're ready for it. John, you should consider that you and Chrissy may have reached an impasse--the point in your relationship where adequate growth was needed but not all that possible; some paths simply need to be traveled alone. If she's TRULY what you want then kepp that in mind... NEVER lose sight of your desire for her, cherish your memories of her, and keep your heart open to her no matter what. In time, she'll come back to you (if you're both ready) and you both will have grown from the experience.

Re: boggles the fucking mind

[eits10]

Thanks, I really appreciate that. I don't want to lose her, I love her more than anything. My heart will always be open to her, I just don't understand how she could completely change face like this.

[aurorastatepark]

JOHN...I LOVE YOU!

THIS SAT

[aurorastatepark]

John I am down for the museum on Sat. I E-mailed everyone else to get back to me......