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I Moved
http://kssdhllbckby.livejournal.com/
I needed a change and it kinda feels like a new page of my life, soo i moved. link above. see you there
*I'll start adding my friends when i get everything set up*
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Nothing To Say Or Everything To Say?
I haven't updated since the 17th I believe.
Not alot of important stuff has happened.
I've been sick since Christmas Eve. Still sick. Throat killing me. Antibiotics didn't clear up the sinus infection. My ears have been clogged forever. I'm getting used to it.
No longer homeschooled. I start online schooling Jan 22nd. I cannot wait. It'll be like ( Read more... ) -
2 Years
This was read at his funeral.
"My First Christmas in Heaven"
"I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
With tiny lights like Heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular-please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
But the ( Read more... ) -
I Need A Reason
I used to think about my future fans. And that gave me a reason to be straightedge and a vegetarian because I thought they would think I was cool (some of em anyway). Now that I've realized I have no musical talent and have stopped chasing that dream, I feel totally purposeless. I am totally purposeless. I have nothing to work for. Nothing to try ( Read more... ) -
Smile Everybody!
Your guts are about to be everywhere, but we'll paint hearts and rainbows with the bloody mess.
And don't worry about your houses or things cause they're all gonna be destroyed too.
Just think of me as the bomb that's going to set you free from love, from heartache, from dissapointment, from life.
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Homeschool Hell
At this rate, I'll never make it in the real world.
I want to study up, get going on what I REALLY need to know to get my GED, then I'll study what I need career/life wise further.
I really need to rant but I'm not gonna make myself look more like a selfish, childish, worthless bitch than I already do. -
In Our Dreams We Can Be Complete
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Found Something
This is something I wrote a while back, that I refound.
"Her Hands. Her Fault"
She suffocated.
Choked on his blood.
Her hands. Her fault.
Her tears
dry
fake.
A loss.
His mother, sister, father, brother
Cried. Died. Inside.
Her hands. Her fault.
Called her
bitch
whore.
Put her away.
Won't bring him back.
Her hands. Her fault.
She suffocated.
His ( Read more... ) -
"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed."
Am I out of blood then?
