"1. One Goal. Whenever I’ve been in a slump, I’ve discovered that it’s often because I have too much going on in my life. I’m trying to do too much. And it saps my energy and motivation. It’s probably the most common mistake that people make: they try to take on too much, try to accomplish too many goals at once. You cannot maintain energy and ( Read more... )

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Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears, put em on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light

We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the ( Read more... )

Illegitimus Non Carborundum
                                 "Don't Let The Bastards Get You Down"

Oneshot

I really loved Gabe. We were just too young…that love faded, but since I saw him last…god I miss him. And the way he looked at me broke my heart; such long in his eyes. It's my fault though…I broke up with him… if I hadn't we might still be together, might be happy. Now, the only thing that we 'might be' is too late.
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I knew something was gonna happen today.

I had that feeling.

Plus the dream.

But, I've been waiting since mid October. So go figure.

I'm ok.

P.S

Never thought I'd say this, but algebra isn't that bad.
Don't think I like it though.

I'm hurtin, I'm hurtin.

I'm really ready to quit. Just drop out. Fuck it.

I thought homeschool was where your parent taught you....boy was I wrong.

I won't do it by myself. So fuck it.

Yeah I'm complaining, yeah I'm giving up, yeah I'm running away, yeah I'm being a bratty spoiled rotten bitch.

Fuck it.

At this point, that's all I'm thinking.

I wasn't meant to be smart or ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving. Chrismas. Not looking forward to it.

This year will be two years. There are still songs she can't listen to.

Halloween is really the only holiday that has no emotional effect on my family.

I have a question.

Which New Years, mom? New Years 2020?

Counting down to dissapointment. I've got all the faith in the world.