I am using the Eastmen's computers to use livejournal. I feel so dirty ( Read more... )

Rumours about the new Resident Evil IV movie are floating all around the internet, and supposedly http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0010075/ (Jensen Ackles) is to cast to play Leon Scott Kennedy in the movie.

That's right. LEON'S COMIN' TO THE BIG SCREEN.

It makes me sick. >:O

What a week or so ( Read more... )

I saw it so clearly. The way things were, is, and will be. It was different like I had imagined when I was younger.

I thought it was hard, but it's so easy. Being happy, that is.

Jeb: I've set your NGC thing to record tomorrow, come watch it soon.

Well, I'm moving into my new house Saturday, where I will be living with my roommate Johnathon and his son Dante. I'm so excited, more excited than I have been about anything else ever ( Read more... )

A week ago I had a light breakdown. I had it coming, I was pushing myself too much in too many directions, and not getting guidance for either one. I took a small break one day, did a little thinking, a little relaxing, and some higher-power understanding and was able to push all the bad stuff I had floating around me and in me away. It shows, too ( Read more... )

I can't see anything right anymore. My brain is going into high-gear. I can't even trust my best friend when he's talking to me anymore. I'm always looking over my shoulder. I'm always second-guessing. "It's all in your head." At work I can fake it, but I can't always fake it. Gah, I sound like one of those MySpace emos, one of those AFI nobodies, ( Read more... )

This isn't going to work.

And I'm so angry.

I'm listening to Michelle Branch and it's reminding of Mae, and me and her laying on a blanket on my porch, listening to it on the cd player that we had dragged out from my room. It was the first summer of our high school career; and we were just trying out the relationship, to see how it fit. It was a good fit, for awhile; things always turned ( Read more... )

I feel full. I feel ready. I feel like things are going in a good direction. There's mystery, surprise, and the idea of not knowing what's ahead. There's security, and knowing everything will be alright. Now, to just keep it like that.