Love OR Friendship ( Read more... )

so yea.. my date was tonight... and all night who do i think about... johnny... everthing the guy did i campared him to johnny... we just went to see a movie... but yea he was like all over me and i felt violated.. i was like dude, this is our first date.. i was like i dont kiss on my first date , sorry... the guy could not take a no.. i was like ( Read more... )

shit...i'm getting over the whole sittuation with johnny...i think... i still miss him and stuff... i cant stop thinking about him... i think about him more now then i ever did

i have a dat on sunday with this guy... hopefully it will help me get over Johnny... i cant wait

How can someone fall out of love just in an instant... Or how can u let go of the person u love... Or can u??? Why is love so strong and can make u do the stupidest shit ever. and if you have something with meaning how can u just toss it aside without a feeling... I think that if someone that i cared for/love gave me something, i would charish it ( Read more... )

lindsey lohan- OVER ( Read more... )

so yea... i hung out with Annie and Heather today... the day before, i asked johhny if he wanted to join us, he can call me and well go and pick him up. so aroung 9 oclock he calls, i answer the phone and hes like, without saying hi or how r u or anythin, HEs like "IS HEATHER THERE?"... i was likE WTF... what did i ever do to you for you to treat ( Read more... )

Its like 330 in the morning and i cant sleep cuz of all the stuff thats going on .. i can't stop thinking about him and every time i think about him i cry... i don't know what to do.... i don't want to feel like this... it's kinda ironic how the only thing u want you can't have, and what u don't want u can get...

Well I guess I'm trying
trying to belive
I'm fine without you
but reality kicks in and
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath a disguise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear a disguise
Till I go home at night
And break down and cry

so yea. i'm feelin a little better today.. i only cried like twice, but thats ok. i'm still confused, he says he wants to be like best friends but then he wont talk to me wich is kinda confusing i think. oh well, u cant make everyone like u. i'm gonna go to bed now cuz i worked out for like 3 hours toda and i'm fucking tired.... so good night ( Read more... )

so yea.... i cant sleep because i'm thinking about stuff, my eyes hurt from crying all fucking day... i'm so tired of feeling like this... i want it to stop.. i need to get over all this fucking shit and move on, but i cant, i feel too atached. i want to be with him. i think i'm in love but i dont know.. i mean i love johnny very much. very very ( Read more... )