I hate this feeling that i have, the feeling when you love someone and they dont love you back. i thought i could be ok when johnny said he wanted to be on a break but i'm not, i just dont understand what happened, i just wanna cry all day. i fell asleep crying last night after i left his house. i wish things would go back to the way they were ( Read more... )

personaly i love this song and everytime i hear it i get teary eyed.. so enjoy ( Read more... )

Today was an interesting day. i really didnt do much exept think about Johnny all day... i'm kinda confused about our whole situation. i donno... i sat in my room for like 5 hours trying to figure out what happened between us. i miss all the kisses and cuddles with him. i want to be his boyfriend again. i want to be with him 24/7 (that aint ( Read more... )

So Yea... MY Boyfriend tells me he wants to be on a break, that life is to stressfull right now. i understand somewhat...i lov him so much i will do nything for him. then if he wants a break hes got it cuz he needs it... i hope we get back together...TEAR...i knew this was gonna happen. i wish it didnt

i dont know whats going on... my boyfriend is not telling anything. i feel isolated cuz i want to be there for him cuz i love him and care about him but i dont think he wants me to. i wish i could spend every waking minute with him but i can't. i just want to hold him in my arms and tell him everything is gonna be ok.

i was bored so i thought id write in here for a change... nobody ever reads them though.... n e way.. life is so counfusing right now i dont know whats going on and i dont know what to do...i wish life was easy..i wish i dint have to worry about anything. it would be so nice right now if i could have my "Special Someone" over in my bed so we could ( Read more... )

Why cant life ever be simple. when u think that everything is going good... boom... something shitty happens... my mom and dad bought me a car (02 Explorer) cuz my other car either broke down dint start or dint swich gears. and they bought me the car so i can have a reliable car for when i hang out with my friends.. but now i cant drive it ( Read more... )

i wish i dint live so far from my friends... ever since i got my car my mom has been buging the hell out of me.. telling me that my car wastes gas and i cant use it to go out, just for work and school... i got my car so i can go where i want without my car braking down on me .. i dk... i might sell this car and get a smaller car.. like a mustand ( Read more... )

Yea... i havent updated in a while...
my mom took the keys to my explorer, i can olny use it for school and work...that stupid bitch..ahhhhhhhh i hate her... i want to move out, but i dont know how to tell her...

hi... i am soo happy... everything is going how i want it... besides my mom problems and a class at school.

i havent relly done anything new....
my car is a gas hog.. i have to put in it like 50 bucks a week...
GRRRR... oh well