it's been a while I guess. Well things have changed a bit for me. Jaymie is pretty much out of my life, and I have a band again. The homelife is also rather interesting. My dad is now working in Las Vegas for about 6 weeks and then he'll be back home. I haven't moved yet like expected. We're still here. We're all packed up though. I also ended up ( Read more... )

Jaymie and I broke up and it hurts more than anything I've felt. Crys hurt me. This kills me. This isn't just as simple as losing a girlfriend. This is like losing yourself. Your second half. I'm lost now. again.

Well thanksgiving came and passed as oddly as possible. I wanted to spend it with Jaymie, but it didn't work out that way. I sent her some flowers though. I did spend the holiday with my parents though. I'm surprised. It went surprisingly well. It must have been that nitrous I sent through the heating ducts ( Read more... )

well I saw Jaymie again and we spent the weekend in Sonoma with Sean, Talin, Melony, and Heather. I like to believe we have a great time. I got sick on my last day there, but it's ok. We carved pumpkins and played games. I'm not used to that whole game playing thing and always considered it more of a kids thing, but I had a good time. It was ( Read more... )

Things are still going great with Jaymie. I saw her again last weekend. We saw Deftones in San Francisco. Great times were had. All I can say is that I'm truely happy with her. I'll be seeing her again on the 17th to go up to Sonoma. Kind of a weekend getaway with her, talin and sean, and melony. It should be fun.

so things went great with jaymie! I had an awesome time and did some drinking. Haven't done that much in the last year. I also played some pool. I hadn't really played much the past few years. I wasn't doing too well considering I used to play for money as a kid. If I played against myself for money, I'd be in debt. Further in debt...Anyway, I ( Read more... )

So I'm heading to San Leandro again to see Jaymie this coming weekend. My funds wont be as forgiving this time around, but I'll make the most of it ( Read more... )

Well I'm about to take another stab at living away from home again. I'm not sure when it will be, but I feel it coming up soon. Really soon ( Read more... )

Thank you, dear ex-girlfriend of mine. Thank you. I love my parting gift with all my heart.

enthusiastically,
John.

Not much new in John Land. I'm just living my life as usual. My dad is unemployed though. This isn't good at all. Almost 3 weeks and counting. We'll manage. We always do ( Read more... )