oh just fucking shoot me already

[el_guero]

I'm tired of being so damn emotional and shit. I'm not the pussy I come off as these days. Not that there's anything genuinely wrong with feeling pain,sadness,or confusion. I just want no part of it. I don't like taking the spotlight,or being pittied. I just want some damn happiness in my life. I want to feel whole,and complete in every sense of

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where do you go from here...

[anwarunya]

so where is the house, and where do you think you will be happy. i somehow think where you are is not the best place for you, especially being so close to you-know-who. you need to get away, get some fresh air, experience life, then go from there. when you are so close to a situation that hurts, sometimes its better to take a step back and totally cut off contact, i mean totally. even if it hurts. it might do a world of good in the end :) i dont know, think about it..... just do whats right for you and dont wait upon others.

[blackinfinity]

Major Ditto.

Yeah and what alex said; MOVE away :)

[el_guero]

*sigh*

It pays to have a big heart,but at what price to myself? All I know is that I'm better today than I was yesterday. I'm obviously just going through a rough time. My life is in an up-heaval. I know all will work out eventually,but it's just the journey that sucks the big one. Overall though...thank you both...when the mind get's cluttered,it's nice t know there are good people out there that give a damn.

hey...

[anwarunya]

hey you still didnt say where to!!! hehe :p

Re: hey...

[el_guero]

Possibly Monterey