another day

[el_guero]

I'm sitting here trying to figure a way out of where I'm at. As always, things just aren't how I'd like them to be. It's not really horrible in the household, but I just want more out of life. I want something more for myself. That and..this town changed. It used to be a ghetto. Now it's filled with snobs to match the new shopping centers. So I sit

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[blackinfinity]

I'm sorry hun things are not going as you planned. I know how much you were looking forward to getting started and moving to LA. I still think you can do it and will.

[el_guero]

thanks, babe. At least you have faith in me. I KNOW I´ll make it.

[lotusgirl]

Maybe that's the problem....you SIT and wait. Life doesn't come to you...you have to go get it. It's only as good as the work you put into it. No excuses.

[el_guero]

What is your problem? You really have no clue what I do from day to day. Stop taking my words for face value. I m working already so don t tell me crap like that. When I say I m figuring a way out, that doesnt mean I m not doing anything. It means I m saving up and exploring ALL options so I have more than one game plan....shit....

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[anwarunya]

Hey sweety, hope your doing ok. I know you can and will make something happen. it will work out. So are you in AG or SM? I know ive asked like a million times but i keep forgetting. i was just up there not this past weekend but the one before. i went to visit my bro and bring him my kitty cat to watch for me. I was only there sat night and pretty much all day sunday. me and my nana were walking around pismo and at at pierside cafe. I reeeealy wanted Splash but they were packed. i have been craving them so much. i might be coming up on the 26 or 27th for the weekend. my friends in SM want to see me. i keep going to AG and not stopping in so there a little peeved! hehe. anyways, please let me know where you are at so i can give you a call or something. or try to call me. e-mail me too of you get the chance,but figuring out what you are going to do is WAY more important so dont worry about contacting me ASAP. i wont get mad!hehe. take care babe

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[el_guero]

I'm trying to avoid saying where I live exactly on here. But I'll give you a hint. "mesa."

Anyway,maybe we could get together and stuff when you come up. I don't know any of your friends or anything,but that doesn't mean we can't have a good time. That is if you want to kick it. We get our phone turned on this coming Tuesday. I'll call you when it happens. I have phone cards =D

enjoy your evening n' what not.

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[anwarunya]

Cool. yeah call me. tues and wed are my days off. you can e-mail me your number too that way i can call you also! hope all is well. talk to you later hun