I don't even know what to say. I'm exhausted and disappointed and upset all at the same time... I feel so horrible. I need more than this.

Band banquet was tonight... I was getting all nostaglic and such. I love marching band, I really do. It's so great! I guess people that haven't been in marching band don't really get it... But I'm so glad I got to do it ( Read more... )

Things are so weird right now. Unpredictable. Tumultuous. Epiphanies abound!

I just think it's funny.
GIRL: I'm so afraid of being abandoned!
GUY: Umm ok, I'm going to go talk to this other girl but don't worry, you'll come right after her, promise!

You know I'm only kidding. I know what you're thinking...but if anyone should feel bad, it should ( Read more... )

So, WOW, umm, today SUCKED, basically. Stupid bike cop guy caught me going off campus while I was skipping, I think I'm pretty much fucked. Bleh ( Read more... )

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I am exhausted ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about this guy ( Read more... )

I was thinking about how different things will be in 3 weeks. I mean, it's not like I'm graduating then, but I won't be at the big mac anymore. No more of that high school. I just have to get my shit together, finish getting my credits... Then I'll be kinda out here. I'm excited. I'll feel so out of it, though. I wonder who I'll keep in touch with ( Read more... )

I've had it up to here with weird moods. They are no fun. I guess they're getting better. I am trying. I want it to work. I really do. Do you know ( Read more... )

Who knew a Saturday could be so eventful? Let's start at the beginning ( Read more... )