I won't be writing under this username anymore...dry your tears.

my new journal

1. When it rains, I: love it ( Read more... )

Drove around with Megan today... she was smoking, of course. I really wanted one, but I told her no. I knew certain people would disapprove. It's not worth it. Anyway, we were blasting Gladiator, then Moulin Rouge. I love Megan, she is so funny. I'm sad I can't go to Lubbock with her. I'm going to visit her next semester, though. That will be cool ( Read more... )

I feel guilty, feeling so happy when everyone else is so frustrated. We are all exhausted and filled with angst. Tonight I was so upset with myself, I was tired and I couldn't see but I was still driving. There's no excuse to be that reckless. I'm not careful with myself a lot of the time. How selfish. I'm going to try to stop being stupid ( Read more... )

Closing your window midentry SUCKS. DON'T DO IT ( Read more... )

Why don't I just let it go already? Damn ( Read more... )

I like how you can hear sirens, too.

I'm sorry. Tomorrow is another day ( Read more... )

I got a little bit of hope ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been feeling so conflicted. With my friends, and with everything. I NEED a new job. I can't stay here anymore, I have to move on. I don't want to see him again. Should I stay here, or should I leave? I could, in theory, go anywhere. But, of course, there are major things keeping me here. I thought that when David and I broke up, I ( Read more... )