this song just came on my playlist and it reminded me of my last entry...when i broke things...and why i did it. Well i'm tired of telling my problems vaguely, i'm done beating around the bush...i'm tired of holding back in fear of criticism ( Read more... )

Yeah, I think I'm losing it...I'm just so sick of losing. I just destroyed a chair in my basement. I was listening to Bridge over troubled water...I got up, I walked downstairs, picked up a club and absolutely bashed my mom's old kitchen chair to pieces. I punched a wall earlier, it didnt hurt as bad as I thought it would. My basement is littered ( Read more... )

AHHHHH! What an awesome day! I went to Gardner with my recruiter...I met my platoon sergeant, and I got my unit patches for my uniform. Its all so sweet! and all too real!!! As I looked around my sergeant's office, I saw all his pictures with the guys from Bravo. At the moment it dawned on me that these are the men I would be fighting with if we ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey!!!! Wud up foos

sorry bout that... Yep its been a while since my last entry...nothing too big has happened...but life is definitely brightening up. Well yea i just wanted to say hi to everyone...so if you read this...hello to you!

Later!!!!

JOKE
Q: What has 9 arms and sucks?

A: Def Leppard...get it??! :)

You belong among the wildflowers ( Read more... )

Yo...played baseball with my friends for a good 3 hours...yeah good fun!! I like unorganized sports better than school sports. I just think its more fun to be there with all your friends, playing with no coaches or officials...I think its just more fun. We can swear, we can make fun of eachother, and we can charge the mound without getting yelled ( Read more... )

Yeah...prom freakin ruled. I was wicked nervous at first...but it all played out and went quite well. What a kickass time!

Ok...I have a specific message for a certain person. You will know who you are by the end of this ( Read more... )

I was so tired last night i couldnt even keep my eyes open...and my friend ben had too many people over his house last night...so instead of getting smashed...i had a nip of Jameson in my lonely room by myself...such an alcoholic ( Read more... )

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