Right now, have a ton of homework, colleges/universities to apply for, SAT II tests to study for (they are on subjects I have entirely forgoten), 30 hours scheduled at work,  and scholarships to find.  And everytime I so much as think about any of it, I get nautiouse and suicidal, not to mention I can't stand living from day to day with the single ( Read more... )

I still have a good amount of homework, and a decent number of hours upcoming at work, but a three day weekend and some free time I don't have to feel guilty about ( Read more... )

I have had more homework then I have hours in a day, had a panick attack the second I woke up, stayed home from school, slept for about 12 hours, and then realised I didn't have so much homework, and now that I missed a day of school, I might not be able to get my 4.0.

What's more, everytime I look at my homework, all I can think about is sleep, but ( Read more... )

I think I can give someone directions there now (take 1st or 85th highway thingie all the way up until you drive into the ocean, come back and park.

We're actually staying in Mountain View and haven't even been to San Fransisco yet... today, we went to Santa Cruz, which sucks miserably... I hard the worst fried shrimp ever there and my ice cream ( Read more... )

I'm almost an "adult", officially atleast, because I've either been for the last couple years or won't be for another decade whatever that word means. But yeah, my birthdays have a history of not being my favorite day of the year, but then the last couple weren't all that bad, maybe this one will be something ( Read more... )

I slept all day yesterday... litterally, I slept around 30 hours out of the last 48... I let myself because I thought it might make my sick feeling go away, but it didn't help much ( Read more... )

So, it’s been a while… hmm. I’ve already forgotten to say a lot of what I wanted to, but I still have plenty to say.

Firstly, I’m horrible at making use of three day weekends: I spent too much time watching TV and just laying around and at least an hour was spent looking through old covers of Time magazine on the internet. Then I managed to pain ( Read more... )

C’mon brain, wake up ( Read more... )

I feel lonely again… I know that, if I just drive over, I can be with my school friends downtown, but I don’t want to make the trip because I want to see my mom before she goes off to Yellowstone for the weekend, and my friends might not be there… but that’s not really what’s bugging me…

What’s bugging me is all the people in my classes… one girl ( Read more... )

was yesterday!

Ok, I know it's been I while since I updated... but that's ok, since almost no one reads these anyway.  Apparently, however, stuff I post here will haunt me for the rest of my life (according to Newsweek magazine), so I guess I'll be discrete about some things... not that I ever even mention my real name or anyone's complete name, ( Read more... )