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Debt free
A journal I've kept since I was young, even though I don't post in it for years deserves a mention about finally being debt free.
I cashed out my 401k from my old job, and finally got the money from it. I cleaned out my credit card, paid off the car I bought from Kat and cleaned off Chris's credit card, which means I don't need to pay rent for 9 ( Read more... ) -
Reading back
It's interesting how viewpoints on things have changed over time. Reading back to what I wrote then, so different from how I view events now. It's a nice dose of reality in a way though. Kat was right, you can't just wave your hand and say, oh it was never right. Maybe they were right for me at the time, though I'm not actually sure about that. I ( Read more... ) -
Start of Bucket List
Karaoke an Amy Lee song in front of something/someone that isn't my windshield
Leave the continent
See California -
Is there anybody in there
Is there anyone at home.....
Just nod if you can hear me....
Lol yay lyrics.
Yay stress bringing me back to old journaling habits.
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Just when I thought I'd finally closed the wound......
Music brings it all back again......
Now the question is whether I want to delete this mix on my computer.
*shrugs*
There are worse things.
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Funny
How the only time you text you need something for other people- and you text me on my birthday and don't even mention happy birthday. Guess I was right to be done......the effort isn't there. Not worth being judged constantly and feeling like I mis-step by existing. Threads got cut a while ago, but I'd been hoping for a mending- not so much anymore ( Read more... ) -
Ever realize.....
How wrong you were about something or someone? How different something, an action, a word, an item you cherished, seems when you take a step back from it and look at it with new eyes ( Read more... ) -
Yes, I'm still alive.
Apartment is good- Having two get togethers this weekend in fact.
Looking into filing for bankruptcy once Capital One decides what all they want from me.....
That should put everything into perspective and help me figure out what debts are left and where to go from there.
Finally on a road that isn't crumbling!
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Music makes the world turn....
I finally have music back in my life to a level where I want it to be again..... And it feels amazing! Absolutely amazing. I finally have options and learning potential and ability to make music with people who are musical and as passionate as I am about it. Now if I can keep managing to remind myself that I want it more than I'm scared of it, ( Read more... )