2 pills of this, 2 pills of that, another 2 different pills, how many more do i have to take to take away the pain? Just let me go, let me leave this miserable place. Too much pain in this world. I just lost the one person who i truly loved. He walked away cause of lies but when i told him the truth it was to late, i lost his trust, never to be ( Read more... )

I'm sick of the pain... I'm sick of the bullshit... I'm sick of getting hurt... most importantly.... i'm sick of my life...

I'm sorry to everyone i've ever hurt.

Well.... today was kind of a productive day. Got woken up at 9:30 in the freiken morning by the damn bank telling me that they were sorry cause they screwed up and blah blah blah, and i'm like i dont really care as long as its fixed now can i go back to bed now but nooooo they gotta talk forever sayin the same thing over and over and OVER again. So ( Read more... )

There’s always that one person that will always have your
heart
You never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me it’s clear for everyone to see

Do you ever notice how when your upset and hurting over someone that you care alot about, maybe even love, how all the depressing love songs are constantly playing all around you and no matter how hard you try to ignore them, you can't? You try to forget the pain that the person put you through and move on and listen to your friends tell you how ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to ( Read more... )

Life? What can be said bout it other than it sucks at times and when you think things start to turn around it all comes crumbling down and your deeper than before. What do you do when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who made you cry? Life..... sometimes you just cant understand it and you never will. i kno in time it will ( Read more... )

I'm off groundation now.... thank god.. i was starting to get really bored sittin round my house all day. I was surprised at how short it was, not even a week. But i gotta work all weekend tho.... friday night, saturday, and sunday. so much fun.... I'm already exhausted from not sleeping in like weeks so i figure this weekend i will just crash ( Read more... )

Well.... as of now i'm still grounded. Went to the gym today and there was this wicked hot guy workin out..... he was gorgeous. Other than that i've just been chillen at my house. Did some sociology homework and watched tv... so much fun. Thats bout all i can do round my house. Not too much to do here when you cant use the phone or talk on the ( Read more... )