2000 word essay due tomorrow--no desire to write it
bonfire on the beach last night-naked boys running and dancing
a boy likes me--"like totally awesome"
worried about my friends.
very, very ready for summer.
love my parents/pets/home.

1. I don't remember when i wrote this, it just came up as an autosaved draft ( Read more... )

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-I signed a lease for an apartment in IV. Katie and I will have a home ( Read more... )

I HATE ( Read more... )

goodness, life is sort of confusing. it is more fun not to ( think )

Katie and I socialized tonight. You know, you gotta try something new ( Read more... )

haha how embarrassingly foreshadowed an outcome.

fuck- i want my mind back. i can't focus and i feel stupid and inadequate and pathetic. fuck. fuck. fuck.

"But you've been hanging around that college town with your new life your new lover you found
And you are keeping her up at night bringing her down
She'll watch you drink yourself to death but she won't ask you
Is this really what you want?
Or are you just sticking with it now cause it's all you got?"