i just need to say it one more time ( Read more... )

of course it still sucks to have nothing. bahhhhh i dont wanna be bitter, i just dont wanna be alone. im bored of it. wheres my change in that? huh? im just impatient and had high expections of college. oh well. not all hope is lost, me and aviva are going to go "get out more" whatever that means, lol ( Read more... )

people suck sometimes...im so sick of waiting around for other people to want to do something. and im sick of people getting my hopes up. and a lot of other things. sometimes my expectations of people are just too high and i rely too much on other people. its kind of hard not to unless i want to be alone for the rest of my life. theres a very fine ( Read more... )

i heart empire records ( Read more... )

my twenty thrown down in my fist of rage and the man ot my left just folded down, well johnny doubled up with a royal flush, i had three jacks and a pair of nines, my mind is turning just two shots more, theres not much left play, well dude walks in black hat on top, what a mop, im lucky it wasnt a county cop cos im just running out of time,,... ( Read more... )

yay, im going to dye my hair fun. ill still be blonde, that matches my personality too much, haha. but i bet you cant wait to see ( Read more... )

haha the only reason i even listen to that song is because people think i look like hilary duff, and its raining. and all of that reminds me of my friend lyndsay, her and the foreign exchange student had a dance to the song, and her boyfriends friend was the first to call me hilary duff, and its caused a chain reaction in people all the way to ( Read more... )

hehe i officially pulled my first all nighter...and hopefully my last, a three hour nap between work and class from 5 to 8 am just doesnt cut it somehow. but you know me ill be cracked out anyway. so i spent from about 7pm to 430 this morning in the art studio completing a freakin enlarged fabric eyelash curler! ARHHH! and i didnt even get to talk ( Read more... )

it's funny. i have one of these and know only about two others with one. none of my friends at home have these, i wish they did, they should be reading what i have to write...bitch bitch bitch, thats all i really feel like doing right now. im in that mood that i love, when im alone, completely alone, and get a chance to really think about things. ( Read more... )

EVERYONE IS GONE IN DELAWARE!!! im so upset, no one is going to meet the only other girl who ever "got it"..... whatever, we dont need them, we are still going to have a kick ass girls night. well hopefully there will be boys.....hehe. some things never change, and that is a good thing ( Read more... )