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One day I will erase everything. I will clean everything. I will start all over and keep up with the pace ( Read more... ) -
They Say It's Stress
I used to love coming up with reasons for the way I felt or acted. Kept throwing in the "subconscious" excuse. I'm not a fan of that any longer. I feel that I should be in control of how I feel. Situations can only become awkward if you allow it to be. Power over the mind and such. And yet, here I am unable to put this "new" lifestyle, this new ( Read more... ) -
Absence of Weather
Wow, New York. You know how to work your melancholic magic on me very well. I won't lie...it has been quite the odd thing not having you around for two months. Even my veins felt slightly off. Something was missing, but couldn't quite place it. The confusion. The absence of routine. It's so easy to allow it all to hit you at once. I already feel as ( Read more... ) -
"Never Been So Lonely"
So apparently I am moving from "I don't even know what Adjective means" to graduating with a BA in English. Strange, huh ( Read more... ) -
Carebear Countdown
I always liked the sound of that countdown ( Read more... ) -
December 7, 2007
Last night, in a much more complicated and in depth manner than could be put into simple words right now, Mark told me he loved me. And after about two hours I finally said it back. -
I can't think of a subject
1. I was surfing the mta website and found a little something that I swear I never saw before. It was informing me that if I was under 21 and going to school I could get this mega discount on monthly tickets. Well, hmm, thanks for informing me now, it's not like I've been going to school in the city for 3 years now. Fuck the LIRR ( Read more... ) -
Two Minutes
until I officially turn 21.
Now only one minute.
wait for it...wait for it.
ok.
Now...
I am 21.
weird.........
this weekend is going to be soooo busy.
Tonight and tomorrow though should be worth it. -
Gotta eat damn it
I love the feeling of being loved. Maybe not loved, but liked. Of being smart. Of knowing that someone is up thinking about me. But too much can be frustrating. As is being paranoid ( Read more... ) -
Quote
"It feels strange writing this while I am alive, but it would sure be hard after I go. Please watch out for each other, and love and forgive everybody. It's a good life. Enjoy it."
-Jim Henson