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[elayissex]

My head feels calm - and very determinded. my grandfather is in the hospital, yet hes in Az right now - and were still here in michigan. im really scared. scott is, ..not scott - not even close to himself, in any way - he needs me right now, but i really need him too. i dont think he realizes that, someone truely needs him. friday was boring, i got

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[__geekstah]

ohh. grandpa be okay right? grandpa is my porn friend. i love you sexy bitch. you keep fighting. you'll get something.

[kill__mequick]

"The things in life that drain you of all emotion, and hurt you - & yet you still feel the need to want, are the things that are truely worth fighting for. i will fight until i cannot fight for you anymore, and at that point - i will be nothing."thats very true. im sorry to hear about your grandfather :( i hope he gets better and i hope everything with scott works out. you both need eachother, i don't know the situation but all i can say is be there for him, i guess thats the best that you can do for him right now darling. i <3 you.

[innerflight]

lydia i thought nick needed me too, but he didn't. and for a couple months i just kept struggling with things, constantly changing my mind. deciding to give up, deciding to fight. don't set yourself up for a fall, okay? it's not your fault he's messed up, but you were obviously neglected, too. and even though you want to help him, more than you'd rather want to help yourself... i don't think you can. i'm sorry if this is coming off wrong, but really lydia... don't get hurt anymore. if things in time, straighten out... and he seems to become better, and take care of you then that's good. but like what i did with nick... we both needed space. i think, even though i wanted to be with nick... i needed the space more. and i think you haven't given yourself enough space to jump back into things. i know you're not doing that now, and i think it's good that you're not giving up. i don't think i'm going to give up, completely on things... i guess what i'm trying to say is... please don't let yourself believe that everything is okay when it's

[elayissex]

Rena i know its easy to say that, really i do. i understand that nick hurt you, and that is what happend to you - i want to tell you that your not right, but i cant exactly do that either. you dont want me to get hurt, and that is very sweet of you - to care about me, but i am the only one who truely knows what is right for me. and i beleive, that this is the right thing to do. there are certain things about nick and your relationship - that are very different compared to me and scotts, and i cant really tell you anything - because never would you truely understand the whole story. this is something that i need to work on,and i need to fight for - because, i beleive it is truely worth it. and i have been with him, for a very long time - too long to just give up, and walk away - because everyone around me, is telling me i am going to get my heart broken. so be it, if i get my heart broken - ok, but alteast it will be broken..knowing that i did, what i beleived was right - other than walking away from something, that could have

[__geekstah]

...i never told you you'd get your heart broken. i told you to keep fighting because even I know it's worth it. you can't just give up...i've seen this relationship grow. it's nothing you could ever just give up like that. you are a sex queen. keep rocking. i love you liza.

[innerflight]

yeah, i don't know and i still don't, a lot of what is going on and what went on with you two. i guess it's not really my place to be your 'protector', that's what scott is for no...?

[elayissex]

i truely understand where your comeing from, just maybe its not the same for me.

[kill__mequick]

YES! thats exactly how it is! i wish i had some more eggrolls :(