i should totally be in bed.

but since i'm awake.. there was a CRAZYMAD storm in perth today... like WHOA crazy. it turned super dark around 4pm... and i was driving off to go pick up a couple of friends from a nearby shopping centre. halfway driving there... lightning was goin off EVERYWHERE.. and i got damn scared, decided to turn back to uni and ( Read more... )

my mind feels like a freight train. it just won't stop, even as i plead with it to. it pushes through, ploughs on, relentlessly and without mercy.

Guess what, babies? I have made it out of first year alive!! As intense and pressurising I've perceived the course to be, I think I've emerged maybe a little broken, but hardier than ever. This course has definitely broken my spirit and dealt with my perfectionistic tendencies, but I feel stronger now, perhaps because the course has forced me to ( Read more... )

omg. i finished with my reports at midnight. and have just gotten my last clinic diary done. all that's left to do tomorrow is my evaluation and my individual supervision session... and i'll be done with first year. it was difficult to leave out expletives there. well, that's if all my reports get signed tomorrow, which is HIGHLY unlikely. but who ( Read more... )

added in to CRAZY holiday list:

Bali with Kershia & Marian 8-13 Dec.

It could be stemming from guilt, but I'm still getting things done. And it's probably because Marian's always doing work.. it feels wrong when I linger behind after lunch to watch an extra episode of Friends or indulge in various forms of entertainment/procrastination. Oh well, if anything, I've learnt what it feels like to be on the other end of ( Read more... )

I'm feeling oddly calm. My next paper is on Tuesday, and I think I can safely say that I'm in exam mode now - just rolling with the exam momentum. It seems strange that only the exams could bring all the mayhem of this semester to a quiet halt. For the time being, at least ( Read more... )

Things that I am really looking forward to:

1) Taipei with the girls!
2) Maldives with Dad
3) Flying back home

4) Getting this essay done
5) Surviving Saturday's paper
6) Surviving Tuesday's paper
7) Conquering first year after 5th December

8) Down South Roadtrip with the classmates!

9) And some lunch for today

I've gotten one essay down, one termination report down, 1/9 exam questions for my first paper prepared. I came home today with a throbbing headache, but extremely glad that the long day was over. Now I've got an essay to start, and 3 exams ahead that begin on Saturday. I'm going to leave the backlogged reports to finish off after my 2nd exam is ( Read more... )

I'm trying to remember the time You told me You loved me with an everlasting love. In my heart of hearts, I know You're still there, and it brings me comfort. But it still feels like I'm so far away gone now. Oh the ingrate that I am.