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[elcohol]

My dearest friend,

I miss you. It's hard walking down the corridors at school, because part of me wishes I would see you turn round the corner. Because part of me would give anything to see you again. I'll never know what the pain that you were going through felt like for you, but I wish to god that I'd known you were going through hell. I would

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[fongliling]

hugs bradher :(

[elcohol]

thanks lalang

[jovialis]

*hug* i'm sorry ellie, that you would have to write something so heartbreaking. i hope your friend is at peace too.

[elcohol]

*hug* thanks joyce.. i hope so too

[rasetsunyo]

I'm so sorry Ellie. *hugs*

[elcohol]

*hugs* thank u for the hug xm

[anonymous]

I feel the same way. It s incredibly hard going to Freo now or driving next to the train every single morning, contemplating on how much pain he went through. I still feel that it's all just a joke and he will in fact turn up, but I guess that's not going to happen. And yes I still blame myself on most days for not taking those 5 minutes off at uni and go upstairs and meet him or reading the signs properly, cuz retrospectively it was all clear.

Did you know? They are naming the new tennis court after him in Uni, because he just had just so much of an impact.

[elcohol]

omg me too jas :'( esp about the driving alongside trains on the freeway. and i dont think i could step into the freo train station just yet. argh sigh :( at the back of my mind, i dont know why i still hold on to the hope that it's all a dream or a joke too. please please don't blame yourself jas.. really. if anything, im very sure he was glad to have you as his friend. one day we'll get to the acceptance part. in the meantime, at least we've got each other and friends. *big hugs* love you.

[anonymous]

oh its me again :S jas I keep forgetting to put my name :S