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I finished my competetive scholarship application last friday and have to wait until the end of march to see if I can get any of their money ( Read more... )

stick dee itunes on shuffle ( Read more... )

i realized maybe it's kind of time to get my head out of the proverbial asshole that was my excuses and finally make something worth anything, meaning - i think i have a good feeling about this semester ( Read more... )

IF YOU OPENED IT, YOU GOTTA DO IT ( Read more... )

When speaking to the woman who's children I am babysitting, she said that her two girls are gowing through growth spurts and when they grow they tend to regress. I can see this pattern in myself while trying to cling to some form of comfort while being thrust into the realities of life after college and complicated relationships and the fact that ( Read more... )

I am going to Mamaw's wake in a half hour and her funeral tomorrow. First Funeral in almost two years. TWO YEARS! gah, that is a really fucking long time, or is it? it's 730 days. When you think of things in terms of days and they are under a thousdand it doesn't seem that long. Next year it will be over a thousand. That will be a hurtle to face ( Read more... )

I've not allowed myself to write anything for the past two weeks, not anywhere, not in a notebook, not here, not on slips of paper. I convinced myself that it was because I was too tired or too lazy to use a pen or pencil, but driving home today, after being gone for what seems such a long time, but in reality was only a week and change - I didn't ( Read more... )

so you know what, i hate everyone i've dated.
they are all foul

Sometimes I think I'm Bipolar, but not to the point where I need medication, meaning I'm just as bipolar as anyone else in the world.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh