shit's gettin so screwed up lately, i feel out of place no matter where i go. I started to feel ...fake... so i tried to change myself so that i no longer feel that way... no more acrylic nails, no more thousand dollar shopping sprees, nothing like that anymore. I actually have short nails for the first time since like...DECEMBER! it's nice ( Read more... )

last night pat signed online and we were talking and then he proceded to tell me that he cheated on me three times this weekend. Just making out you ask?? oh no he went the whole nine yards. But it was only with one girl right?? Nope this guys and over-achiever, he cheated on me once with one girl and two times with another. Then the jerk had the ( Read more... )

not_all_beauty

Why does everything fall apart?

Ashleigh like...hates me, I didn't do anything wrong and yet I get blamed for stuff...I'm sick of fighting with everyone. I'm always so angry and I hate it. I have so much hate bottled up inside and I'm so sick of being pissed off at people.

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omfg.he.makes.me.smile.soooo.much.

I get to see him tuesday and I can't wait because this boy is my whole ♥.

So I printed like 30 pictures in the past hour and I'm in such a good mood cause I can't wait to see my boy =]

so it is a new year.

I started Prozac today, hopefully things will help me and I will start feeling happier. that would be nice.

and he makes me smile, and he isn't even mine...yet. =]

I'm totally and completley happy for once and that is awesome....

And he is the reason =]

okay so I so don't appreciate being told that I am a screw up and a failure and all this other bull. I made a mistake, yes, we've established this, It's over and done with. And WTF I didn't cheat on Nick, it was the other way around. SO SUCK A DICK. I'm so sick of always being judged no matter who it is. And I don't need bull from guys either. I ( Read more... )

I want you to take my breath away
I wish I wouldn't be confused this way and I wish things weren't so tough and I wish I could make people love and I wish I could make people happy and I wish that things worked out the way I want and I wish that I had the power to change things and I wish I could save my friends from themselves and I wish songs didn ( Read more... )