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deleting my fb after I grab all my poems off it
my memory has gotten so bad ( Read more... ) -
yes.
I never knew I woulld have so much anxiety after having a baby. I just wanted the joy of being a parent. I never thought about cloth diapers, making my own baby food and such. I feel like a failure because I dont do these things. I would like to drive a hybrid car, eat my own home grfown vegetables, make outfits and such. I want myh own home ( Read more... ) -
Aaaamazing.
So yesterday we were eating lunch at the mall and a little girl (a little older than babybear) waved and Helina waved back ( Read more... ) -
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Some day are hard when I have to work and leave my babygirl with my parents. Some nights they say she won't eat, some nights she sleeps while I'm gone and then is awake until 12 or 1 at night. Tonight my beloved kitty cat passed away suddenly. She used to lay on my belly while I was pregnant and meow to Helina. Anyways, I was upset and couldn't ( Read more... ) -
My growing baby girl.
I'm so proud of my big babygirl. Today was her six month check-up and she did great. She had to get two shots and didn't even cry for the first one. She is growing great. 17lbs 11 oz. A whole 10 pounds from her birth weight (7lbs. 11oz.) She has grown six inches in height since birth ( Read more... ) -
40 weeks 5 days
tomorrow night I go in to get induced. wowie! we made it.
There is still a lot to work out with said baby daddy but i'm not going to let that bother me.
I am going to enjoy meeting my baby girl. Even though I have to push her out my vagina before I can meet her I'm still looking forward to it.
Helena Annielle <3 ( Read more... ) -
I loves you and you!
Had an appointment for a non-stress today. They hook up a seat belt thing around your belly and measure the baby's heart rate and if you have any contractions ( Read more... ) -
paperback guarantee
I can not fall asleep. We are supposed to get up at 830 a.m. And go to the banks for money and theeeen go to the jail for chris. I haven't been getting to bed before 5 in the a.m. And I really really freak out with less then 8 hours of sleep. Either my body physically can not function right which is scary when you are carrying a life inside you ( Read more... ) -
What name is worthy enough for your existance my angel?
I haven't been able to update. Me not being able to write? Crazyness. I do have things I want to blog about but they are not really about pregnancy. Possibly I need to start a new journal ( Read more... )