Soo I went to the Dr. on Wednesday and he said that the other Dr. had told him they were going to induce me at 39 weeks. That is in 19 days! how insane. Now I wanted to do everything naturally (and still maybe will) but if they feel inducing me is best then I will trust them. I do not really want an epidural but if that's what is to happen, so be ( Read more... )

i am grateful ( Read more... )

My kitty beebz is sleeping on my leg. <3
I'm listening to a band Chris showed me <3
This guy has an amazing voice. like better than amazing. oy.

Baby is chill. :)

36 weeks today. Two more weeks until I can "deliver safely". I have my last ultra sound and measuring a week from today. :)

Shower is Saturday. <3 ( Read more... )

I can't help but think people are going to ruin my daughters life. How do we escape from this bullshit? I hate being trapped. I need an aliby in a different state ( Read more... )

I'm excited! I gave myself a pedicure, manicure, did my eyebrows and shaved my legs! : D I bought new work shoes. Also I got some yummy spray that smells light and fresh so I can totally where it whenever. : D Oh and I got some new mascara that seems to work well ( Read more... )

I just wrote Chris a long myspace message. Not even sure what it was about. I'm such a freak. I didn't re read it. I'm trying this out. So that things are more instinctual. Granted the grammar and punctuation is probably not so hot. I'm allowed to share my feelings ( Read more... )

My back hurts!! I know this is like the most typical pregnancy complaint but I've been lucky so far. I take pride in the face that I can usually will away any aches and pains with a little massaging and praying. This is not going away so easily. It is a little bit better now that I'n putting it out in the open. Weird. K. I'm not complaining if it ( Read more... )

haha. Chris and I texted last night. How fun ( Read more... )

The moon looks insane right now. I can totally see it out my window. Beautiful ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here stressing because I can't settle on a name if I don't know the father. Why is that? Chris has helped me a lot. I never felt like it was his. Except the month before I got pregnant after the first time we slept together. That's when I took the two at home tests and they were both negative. I still was convinced I was pregnant ( Read more... )