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electricit May 30, 2011 05:51

What am I doing? I dont think of myself as complex. I just want too much. I want it all, really. I want a challenge, something tangible. Like my life is good, and then I get hit with a bunch of bills. Is that supposed to inspire me? The only reason to have/want money is because Im afraid too many people will ask it from me to get what I want? How ( Read more... )

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electricit Feb 06, 2011 05:45

I feel sick. I dont like feeling this way. It feels as if Im forcing myself into everything. It was nice when things were simple. I liked the care-free attitude I could adopt. Sometimes when I try to recall the way things fell apart, I realize there wasnt much of a structure in the first place. Everytime its been feigned until its real, and then I ( Read more... )

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electricit Mar 07, 2010 05:29

Havent said anything for awhile. Im alive. Im getting over being sick. I feel very lackluster. Its probably work talking, as Im currently at it. I dont seem to dream much anymore. Ive also taken on more than Ive realized, and Im really okay with it. I just didnt realize it fully until recently. My mind is bored lately. I cant wait till elizabeth ( Read more... )

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electricit Jan 17, 2010 02:17

I talked to a girl today that came to america three years ago and is 22 now from the Philippines. Her parents worked for 14 years to afford to bring her and her siblings here. She was excited to leave because of the low job opportunities in her country that she says is considered a third-world nation. But when she came, the poor girl moved to ( Read more... )