Underneath and unexplored ( Read more... )

of having to emotionally distance myself from people beacuse of distance ( Read more... )

full of bros and brohos and surfer bros and people with legit tatz and old people in la jolla and so many touritsts but i guess we are tourists too ( Read more... )

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i've been having some intense vivd dreams in the past week ( Read more... )

barista training endless
blue dress
jasmine pearl tea
apartment shopping

the dentist says my teeth are perfect!
blah blah blah

bummer month is ooooover. i feel more like my old self basically who I was before I went to college and started to suck so badly, I am starting to return to being a more positive and creative person ( Read more... )

such a fool
but i'm awake now

it feels like all the love sweetness and optimism i once possessed has been drained from me
you wasted me
you did it.

Systematically erasing all memories from my entire first year of college

what
a
fucking
waste
of
time money and love and nothing to show for it.

hello square one