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Last night sucked and everyone sucks!
But today I got all my math homework out of the way, except for a project!
Gonna write a paper for Creative writing
Do sum Laundry!
Clean my room and organize my shit!
Start studying for finals!
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I feel okay
because I truly believe I will be okay.
i think it is one thing to say "it is going to be okay", but everything changes drastically when one actually believes it.
I'm going to ride it out with the divorce, with friends, with dealing with my family over winter break, with my finals.
and, I dont think i've been so proud of myself in a long time!
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What people should stop doing:
-Hey! Stop stealing my dads shit! Especially his copper leaves!!!!
-Stop inviting people to my house without asking me !
- EVIL Roommate ! stop stealing my fucking V-necks !!! and my speakers~! GHDFJkSFJKLSFD >:[
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P I L L S
+I take at least one bath daily
+I consume at least 3 bagels daily
+The smell of cigarettes is a comforting smell to me?!
+I have plans to look forward to and positive things I continue to focus on to get me through and keep me afloat! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
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POSITIVES
+I'm faiiiiiling statistics, but at least I'm trying! Trying feels good ( Read more... ) -
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Fuck
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The past few months have been a blur and all i'm left feeling is sad and mad and overwhelmed
i've lost weight back to holocaust survivor status again
I'm failing out of classes I'm pretty sure
i miss craig more than ever
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I want to go
Home.
It's a person who makes me forget and guess at who I am and it sucks.