( If you are affraid, put on some protective gear! )

I'm so crazy right now! look at this and the joy involved! im so happy and bouncy i cant sleep. im going away tomorrow i think, i dont want to go anymore. i want to bounce! but i will get to see my best friend i havent seen since march. i just want to make smores and dance.
( annoying rant, read with fear of annoyance. )

my date with the night... tonight was interestingly fun.
all these pictures are so horrible... i look discustingly ugly in every single one.
i love milkshakes and climbing rhinos.
and malesting...ha...what!!!!?

( photos )

so the strippers, roulette and cheap drinks didnt work out ( Read more... )

so tonight is going to be the most interesting night of my life byfar ( Read more... )

quitting smoking is the hardest thing i have done in awhile ( Read more... )

my dog ate a pair of my favorite baby doll shoes.
luckily i have them in hot pink...
but i think it was the karma i got for buying another pair of unnessisary shoes.

its funny how when you should be happy you can always find something to be discontent about. there is never just a point in life that you find and it keeps you satisfied till the end. everything is always changing, there cant just be a constant. the things we try to find are always 10 steps ahead of us, like we're chasing our accompished life set ( Read more... )

when i grow my mind expands. my words ease out in a proper formation. i studder, time to time, when my excitement gains due to the free flows. the memories kill internal organs, each one squashed by a certain painfull memory. inside of me, im a black hole...emptied, toxic waste consumes all it can reach. every beauty i've caught a glimpse i've ( Read more... )

i feel sorry for nieve minded people.
they are bound to get hurt over and over.
i want to hug them and pat their heads and say "its not okay to be stupid"
remember that...