someone stole some pussy ass alcohol today.BLEH.
im going to smoke tommorow morning before school.i should be stoned for a long while after.
tommorow is vanessa's birthday.
im going to make her a cake.and buy cocaine for her...that i will indulge in ( Read more... )

i went to court today.

i got all my shit cleared up so i can start ditching again.

i didnt learn from that mistake.

im really tired i havent been to sleep.

my heart hurts,and no thats not some hypothetical pain or heart..

my bloodmuscle is palpatating in a way it shouldnt and its fuckin uncomfortable.

Kept in line with truncheons
rifle butts and truncheons
This is state control, this is state control

State control, state control
This is state control

Beaten up behind closed doors
Cracked and bruised ribs, bloody mouth
Cracked and bruised skull, bloody mouth

i think my sickness is gone.
but i ran out of cigarettes,so im disenchanted all the same.
maybe ill quit today.start smoking more chronic...

fuck i hate being sick.
i could have gone to El nido.
i could have gotten fucked up.

but on second thought i probley would have gotten pnuemonia.

i need to get drunk.

ive been sitting here changing my fuckin layout perfusly like its the thing to do.

on friday i was suppose to take extacy with Rosemary.

anyone up for i n t o x i c a t i o n or ( Read more... )

illness is a problem, not a convenience. sometimes things are started and never finished. the stitch out of time never saves nine. diagnosed with a fucking illness. rome was never build in a day.
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im still sick.
ive been listening to alot of Melt Banana, and Joy Division latly.

i watched t.v. today and saw extreme table tennis which is really just guys playing ping pong on a wrestling mat wearing tennis clothes.

what cunts.

I want it, I want it to be mine
I want to take you down, down to extasy right now
I want it now, the latest bound
I want your lust, I want your fuckin' brain

And you beyond your inner instinct
Discovering that love you had
Despite your way of thinking
No judge, no question, no regret

Come here baby... don't you touch me ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention,
someone thought i was a hooker this weekend!
i was with vanessa and liza
some guy was offering us cocain and weed
then he offered me twenty bucks
for what he explaind as "pousssy?"
it was hella funny.
as i thought about it i was more repulsed.

MeltBanana007 : hehe
MeltBanana007 : i love you.
Him: i love you 2x more ( Read more... )

um. i didnt go to school today.
rather sick.
im talking to ray.
hes retarded. handsome(he told me to put that.)
rene confuses me.
its disgusting.

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