♥ rene.. ::sighs::
..and they say violent passions have violent ends..

If it stayed i'd never leave it
If that turned around
I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about
I mean that loving you is strange
And adored by me throughout oh no it's you again
Someday soon you'll find that someone
Waiting for the chance to beat you ( Read more... )

comepletly fried.and left without a fight to see.

i feel today.
just feel,no particular way...just human.

talked to ashley yesterday ♥
what a soul.


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In a crucifixation ecstasy
Lying cross chequed in agony
Stigmata bleed continuously
Holes in head, hands feet, and weep for me.

Stigmata oh you sordid sight
Stigmata in your splintered plight
Look to your crimson orifice
In holy rememberance
In scarlet bliss.

Stigmata Martyr

i dont know what im going to do today.
i know what i want to do though.

at school,i hang out near a mini sewer

for some reason the sewer has smelled of Cunt for the past three days.
bloody cunt.

i moved to a place inhabited by ladybugs.i hate lady bugs.

im going to shows on friday and saterday.

today..
the sky looked like a dark painting.
one of the higly realistic ones,
that you never actually have seen.
i saw that today

chucky's ok. not "okay" but not dead.im honestly glad.
i thought about him all last night.

there was the biggest rainbow ive ever seen.
i walked home in the rain./
and treated myself to some tequila.
indulged myself ( Read more... )

sad.

when i was younger i used to have Pica.

still sad.

i drank yesterday,...i didnt get to see T.S.O.L
today i went to brandon and henrys.we hotboxed henrys mercedes.
and ate grilled cheese sandwhiches.
liza left.
i think im going to hang out with alicia

Joy

did i make an ass of myself?
if you seen me let me know.
drink.
run.
drunk.

you didnt have to take care of me.i was fuckin fine!!!

good times (not for my liver though)