Walk out into Velvet ( Read more... )

and somehow february is almost over. and here i am, back in NYC. I have so many weird emotions about it. it still kind of feels like a vacation, then i think back to Christmas vacation and seeing everyone and how much i miss that closeness. I have seen melanie a few times, and i plan to hang out with her on sunday ( Read more... )

a new year. this month is going to suck, finding an apt. in NYC, moving and all that. I actually enjoyed being home for close to two weeks, the longest time since i was a freshman in college. and i met a boy. and i realized that i could feel things again. that i was not that broken. not that broken ( Read more... )

it has been so long, paper journal has taken control. hope everyone is well....take a look at me now.

in NYC...hoping to have a fun filled weekend....weather is gross.
i want to at least make out with some one.

do not fear
what you are
about to suffer.

i know it has been ages. i have been paper journaling constantly. i think the cable modem here is finally OK. so...i am moving to nyc, soon. again. it was exactly two years ago i was planning the asme move. this time, no looking back ( Read more... )

a certain some one did not get a certain job that that some one really really really fucking wanted ( Read more... )

so i have exactly 12 days to figure out where the fuck i am going to live. if i get the job in NYC, it will not be before that. so basically, i have to find somewhere in DC, that is totally temporary, somewhere that i can leave with a monent's notice. or, somewhere that i will have to stay if i do not get this job. i spent the majority of this ( Read more... )

my my my it has been awhile. i have been a busy little dove, flitting around here and there. Boston was lovely, although too hot. it was so good to see everyone, no one really got on my nerves, which is a plus considering that i had not seen many of these people in three years for a reason. i made out with an 18yo for no other reason than i could. ( Read more... )

Boston, NC, NYC...it has all flown by. tommorrow is my interview fr the emplyee relations job, so send white light my way.