I was right.
I don't know what to do, at this point.
I think I'm going to give up.

I just keep getting in the same loop and it fucking kills me.
What did I do to deserve this?

I have to stop recycling friends. What makes me feel bad is that I don't even feel bad. I'm pretty much neutral about anything that concerns friends. I'm okay with the fact that I'm always called unappreciative or a bitch. I'm okay with it.

It's time for a change.
And I mean it this time.

I don't understand how some people look for pity. I really hate it because I'm stronger without it. I don't want to be pitied and thought of as "oh, you poor thing." Because only when someone asks me whats wrong and excuses me from what I'm supposed to do because I'm just pooooorrrrr weak litttttle meeee, only then do I start to cry. I'm fighting ( Read more... )

I'm sick of people being so fucking mean to me because whatever I do isn't enough ( Read more... )

I'm just so tired of people take take taking from me when there's nothing left to take. I'm just so tired of giving my all and it not being enough, and I really don't expect anything in return except appreciation, but it just doesn't feel like that either. Or maybe my problem is over analyzing, i don't know. I'm just so tired of still feeling empty ( Read more... )

I miss everyone so terribly.
I'm so terribly tired.
I'm so tired of this.


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gotta have hope.