I swear I forgot I had one of these. Oh well. Life in the NC is grim as usual. I owe a fuckton of student loans which come out of grace period tomorrow. eep. To top that off, even with my master's degree and my qualifications and all of that bullshit, the deep hurting state and local governments have given to schools means no job for me - at least ( Read more... )

It has been ages since I've had something to say and nowhere to put it, hence my sudden return to LJ. I don't know how to put this. I don't want to scare anyone or cause any problems or anything, but I need to vent and maybe for someone to figure it out, so here goes:

Samuel Fucking Pepys.

Zack and I have our first anniversary today. Technically we got together a bit sooner and this is my "independence from that other guy" day, but I'm okay with how the man measures time. Any time measured with him is fine by me. It's all strange this stability thing. I'm living in a world right now where nothing is stable except my relationships ( Read more... )

It occurs to me how baffling it really ought to be that I'm reclining on a more or less comfortable bed in the suburbs of Segovia.  I ought to have died almost four years ago in a slightly more comfortable bed in eastern Pennsylvania.  I figure by now I ought to be over it.  Four years is a fucking long time, and a lot has happened, but apparently ( Read more... )

Dexter is awesome.  Zack and I have been squeeing over it.  It doesn't even make me feel crazy that the only characters I like are a cop played by an actual ex cop and two serial killers (one crazier than the other).  Also, there's a sexy English woman in the second season who - like my beloved Zack - has lips so fantastic they have to be on ( Read more... )

General Notice: I'll be in NYC for the weekend.  Feel free to call/text, but be warned that I'm unlikely to answer as I'll be distracted by Frozac Q. Frozackerson, Esq., King of SexyTime, Puns, and FFVII ( Read more... )

I saw my mom's new house today.  No thoughts really.  She's a hyperbitch who has her reasons, I suppose.  Still, I can't help but be primarily loyal to Dad b/c he did nothing wrong (she should have told him about her problems) and because he obviously needs someone but has no one.  Also, he didn't have an affair and spend hundreds of dollars on ( Read more... )

All plans for tomorrow are off, which I'm sure comes as a surprise for those of you who didn't know we had plans for tomorrow.  The worst case scenario is apparently the current reality, and I'm not at liberty to say anything more than that my life is about to suck in ways I never expected. 

Conan is SO amazing on The Tonight Show! OMG!

PS: Here's a happy song.

it's strange to think the funny little world i used to belong to no longer exists. i wonder what will happen to us all as we scatter? will jim follow hayley? will the ties that we forged be flexible enough to connect us over longer distances, around sharp corners, and in spite of the chaos outside? i admit that place was always in disorder, but ( Read more... )