So i have literally not wrote in here since like last year. and i'm pretty sure no one reads these anymore but they make me feel better so i am going to start writing in it again. A lot has happened since feb. my last entry ( Read more... )

i'm used to you not coming to see me shows. but fuck you. i'm not going to see Aida. so suck it. you love me? you're my best friend? fuck you. no you're not. it takes too ppl to be best friends...i'm in it but you're not. so fuck you. i'm done. i should have been done a long time ago. but now i'm really done.

"Shut up you stupid cunt ( Read more... )

i just got cast as my first lead role in Green Valley's production of Running Upstream. it's an amazing, moving show and everyone needs to come see it. it is dec. 5!!!! its only one night cuz its a benefit show but its amazing and you should come support me!!! loves!

so much is going on. the last time i wrote in here, me and anthony had just broken up. i was so hurt cuz i thought he would never hurt me. but alas, he did and he did it for another girl. leah. i hated her. i hated him. i didnt even know her. and now i feel like a bitch for hating her cuz she is such a sweet person. we are alot alike. anthony has ( Read more... )

its ok. im used to it. i'm always second best or second place. there is another girl. and now i find myself asking the same question he was asking...how can you love someone but like someone else? i didnt do anthiny wrong. i know i didnt. he told me i didnt. i did everything i could to see him whether it was bring him food to see him for 2 min or ( Read more... )

i HATE that word. its so...clear...so...final. i dont want to say goodbye. if you love me, then why did you leave me? if you come "crawling back" i will take you back, with open arms. i love you. if you love something let it go...if it comes back then its truly yours. i will be here, waiting...i will be your friend for as long as you need me. but i ( Read more... )

- that it won't work ( Read more... )

Here are just a few thoughts of mine that have been floating around my head ( Read more... )

Coronado High School is putting on a Broadway Memories the night of March 23, 2006 at 6:30 PM, to raise money for the organiztion Broadway Cares: Equity Fights AIDS. Contrary to the name of it, Broadway Cares does not only raise money for AIDS; it raises money for cancer, breast cancer, and many other illnesses. CHS's Broadway Memories is a varity ( Read more... )