...I'm leaving, but I don't know where to? xxx Am crap at responding to messages at the moment - so so sorry. You are brilliant and I always read and am slightly trembly awed by your poetry.
In short, I just broke up with a boyfriend. And last night he came to see me and take his things and today he's leaving for Oxford. It seems that I was keeping him here in Brighton after all, so at least I've set him free (he was very depressed and refused to seek help and that's the main reason we broke up). So it's over and I initiated it but I still feel, I don't know, awful? I'm doing things like sleeping late & missing work & missing seminars, for christ's sake. I'm a postgraduate now and I can't afford to be doing these things :/ Right? I don't know, I handled my last breakup by jumping straight into this relationship, so I feel like I'm grieving for both of them.
Thank you for your kindness. I always miss your London events, so sorry about that. If you're around in Brighton before 20th December give me a bell - or perhaps I could come to London in the New Year, because life is too short & I really would like to hang out with you!
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Lovely photograph, lovelier words.
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Am crap at responding to messages at the moment - so so sorry. You are brilliant and I always read and am slightly trembly awed by your poetry.
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In short, I just broke up with a boyfriend. And last night he came to see me and take his things and today he's leaving for Oxford. It seems that I was keeping him here in Brighton after all, so at least I've set him free (he was very depressed and refused to seek help and that's the main reason we broke up).
So it's over and I initiated it but I still feel, I don't know, awful? I'm doing things like sleeping late & missing work & missing seminars, for christ's sake. I'm a postgraduate now and I can't afford to be doing these things :/ Right? I don't know, I handled my last breakup by jumping straight into this relationship, so I feel like I'm grieving for both of them.
Thank you for your kindness. I always miss your London events, so sorry about that. If you're around in Brighton before 20th December give me a bell - or perhaps I could come to London in the New Year, because life is too short & I really would like to hang out with you!
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