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Slept all day. Antibiotics of horsepill sizes will make you extra sleepy. Looking for good machinima director to assist in COD MW2 trailer for a Video Game Sheet. Chicken in the oven for my dad and me. Quality time= him on couch on laptop and me at dining table w/laptop. oh progress.
Missing him -
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All through my mind all the time. There's no right moment for signs. Wish no one was lost or around ( Read more... ) -
Last Call.
I was discharged from the hospital yesterday/today. I'm pretty exhausted. They butchered my hand on the IV line. I was dehydrated, my IV was finished in 20 minutes. I had a dream of him last night. Not sure why. Well I kind of know why. I think of happy things and times and associate them with him. Like places I'd love to travel, or even see. I try ( Read more... ) -
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Listening to music. Finished cleaning the house. Put the cone back on Violet's head cuz she keeps trying to bite her wounds. Poor thing needs daily injections and 4 different oral medications. I've been praying to St. Francis for her ( Read more... ) -
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About last night.
"Never had I felt so much in control and helpless of a situation, if that even makes anymore sense. On the floor crying. The arguement continued into the kitchen, he grabbed the steak knife and held it to his arm. He dragged it against his skin once creating a wide open wound. The blood started to flow. Right before he could drag the knife across a ( Read more... ) -
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tonight isn't the night.
you know those nights when..
when there are no words to describe how you feel?
im not sure anymore.
how i feel right now...
just breathing in deep, letting it out slow.
remembering the moments when we never fell apart. -
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Never had I imagined living without your smile. Feeling and knowing you here me, it keeps me alive.
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he doesn't think of me.
but that doesn't mean i don't think of him.
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Another amazing night.
Spent tonight starting out at Carrabbas for dinner. After dinner, Casey met up with Cal and me then we met up with nikki on the GSP and went down to Pt. Pleasant Neach and boardwalk and had some drinks and got out dance on at Jenkensins. Tell me how kings of leon's Use Somebody came on in a dance club and when we were outside the band played Sweet ( Read more... )