I've been back for about a month now and I am getting ready to leave here too. My sister is visiting me this week and helping me move and that will be nice to see her after so long. I found these apartments that might possibly work out so let's hope because they don't look too horrible. In fact they are in what looks like a picturesque little ( Read more... )

And I'm off!! See you guys soon!

Held up for one more day. It's cool. I get a chance to see Dubai. I got a NAM too! I was so surprised. And I got a EP on my eval. Go figure, it took leaving to get them to write me something so spectacular. It almost brought a tear to my eye....for real. I was moved by what they wrote. I feel bad for this other girl who was told at the ( Read more... )

Yes! One and a wake up. I can't wait ( Read more... )

Wow it's been so long. I don't even know why I decided to go to this and use it but here I am blogging away even though after 3 months, I'm sure nobody even bothers to look and see if I've written anything, haha ( Read more... )

Just realize this is totally my feelings here and nothing will change them and I won't feel guilty about them either ( Read more... )

I am just not sure how I will survive 4 months of floating around with the same people. It's been a little over a week and I am thoroughly annoyed with the lot of them. Every time someone talks to me, I want to yell at them. All I can manage are smart mouthed comments, and I am argumentative with everyone. I have to pray constantly that God ( Read more... )

I just might possibly get seasick this time around. The rocking back and forth doesn't bother me a bit. The bouncing up and down, however, is killing me. It's very hard on the stomach and now I can see why so many others are having such a hard time. Breakfast is in another hour and a half and I can at least appease my tummy then ( Read more... )

I came to the end of my rope. I reached a breaking point and it was all I could do to stem the flow of tears while my peers were watching me. It is the second time in my life that I could not control my emotions and it made me angry. I realized, though, that I reached a point where there was only one way to get through this mess and that was to ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I made E-6. In that dream a friend of mine also made it who just recently made E-5. So I woke up wondering what that dream might have meant. It could have meant absolutely nothing. It could have meant I'm going to make it. Or, because of the friend, it could have meant that I won't make it till he does and he won't test for ( Read more... )