What sick joy to people derive from picking on others? By making them feel left out, by making them feel flawed and ugly, by making someone feel small and unimportant. I have only done those thing to people who I hate, people who have wronged me so horribly that I wish to hurt them too. I'm not proud of it but you have to defend yourself sometimes ( Read more... )

This weekend I met a Fireman and re-met a Lawyer ( Read more... )

I remember being that girl who gave her all with out over thinking it and accepted an equally overwhelming amount of vulnerability with the kind of blind love that holds on the most securely. To wear your feelings on your sleeve and yet have an amazing guard because you're being so true to yourself. Clearly in that state you know that the ones you ( Read more... )

I entered the work force once again. It is not all bad. I seem to be eating three times a day, I have about the same amount of energy despite sleeping slightly less. Not even that much more less but the hours are not what I'm used to. I'd much rather sleep from 4am to 10am than 1:30am to 7:30am. I work in the land of mortgages and estrogen. There ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my living room watching this black guy named Don D.C. Curry on comedy central stand up when my 94 year old grandmother passed by. She looked up and asked me "Esse es el Presidente?". Fucking amazing.

At times it feels comparable to soil ( Read more... )

I finally watched a full episode of True Blood on HBO. Insane show by the way, seriously freaky, sexy, and bloody, can't wait for more of course. Now there was one point where one of the characters spoke of all the influences that are constantly surrounding us. Different people's vibes or energy or whatever. It is remarkable how some people can ( Read more... )

It is exactly because months like October that make me think that I know NOTHING about the ways of men. N O T H I N G. ::kicks dirt::

Happy Halloween.

What a start to September. Allan Tuttle, one of the most brilliant, generous and kind men I have ever had the pleasure of knowing passed away and my aunt whom I vaguely remember from when she visited us in 1991 for a couple weeks just moved here from Cuba permanently. I know, it's a run on sentence ( Read more... )

Time and thoughts seem to be speeding by and moving at a snails pace all at the same time in my head. I know I'm not who I once was but I also know I'm not where I want to be, yet. As so many of you know I have delayed my state department exam to October. Which gives me more time to study (which I have yet to properly begin). The down side is my ( Read more... )