whenever i feel like i am getting anywhere with people i'm always wrong, as soon as i start to trust someone it always falls apart. the one step forward two steps back thing is my motto for god's sake. i hate people.

life sucks, school sucks, people suck, everything sucks

why the hell does school have to start so damn early? i don't care if it is my senior year it's school, i have to attend it, i have to deal with people, and i have to wake up early to do it. as far as i'm concerned if i didn't have to. a lot of my friends want to go back to school for senior year and it's time to go back and all that shit, i'm just ( Read more... )

so last night i watched memoirs of a geisha and i must say that was a good movie, i thought it was going to be very colorful or something and not be very good but i was wrong, after it ended i was like wow that was a good movie i recommend it ( Read more... )

ok i just got yelled at for not doing anything all day. when the whole day i had shit to do. mom comes in and she's all happy then all of a sudden she starts to yell that i didn't clean the kitchen. oh i'm sorry i didn't clean up after the mess you made!don't make a fucking mess just b/c you know that i'm going to clean it up. she was yelling also ( Read more... )

i finally got the ok to drive from the insurance company and guess what, I HAVE NOTHING TO DRIVE. because now when i would finally be able to drive nicks car HE'S BACK! fucking wonderful so now i'm back to square one. nono's down today and i didn't know he was coming so this morning someone knocked at the door and it was the UPS guy so i just ( Read more... )

so i asked my dad if i finally had insurance after waiting a week and a half from when he sent it out and we didn't get and feed back. he called them today and they calmed to 'never have received it' bullshit! why the fuck do i always have to wait an unfare amount of time to do ANYTHING?!?!?! nick got to drive less than a week after he got his ( Read more... )

so today i did nothing but sleep literally and i really didn't think anything about it until my entire day was shot. it started out last night when i was watching Secret Window and it wasn't that bad but it ended late and i ad to get up early the next morning to go bring Horus to the vet. after the vet we proceeded home and i was about to got to ( Read more... )

last few days nothing really happened cassy invited me over to go to the movies and saw POTC for the THIRD time but it was still good. i went to get my passports renewed today and it was great b/c i saw my license for the first time since i got it and even better i got to keep it even though my insurance isn't ready yet it's a step closer to ( Read more... )

nothing really happened today. i cleaned the refrigerator today YUCK! i must say that was pretty damn nasty and it took me forever, but good news! i got the papers for mom to sign so i'm getting closer to getting my car (right now i'm so desperate to get the hell out of here i can't stand it). i really hope i get my car before we go away but i don' ( Read more... )