she called my hands pretty once. I guess I'm pretty sad about it. I have a lump in my throat. So, I guess that means I'm pretty sad about it. My mom always insists on telling me bad news when I'm in the shower. She just pops in and announces family deaths. Strange, cold bitch. ah well..
went to my grandmothers house this weekend. I guess it was cool. There's really nothing to do over her house except get online, which doesn't have myspace or livejournal only aol instant messenger, eat and sleep. ANNND, sneek through her pills. Found some valium. i'm going to take 4.