Yup I've returned from the dead (computer that is) so hello again to everyone and it's good to be back. I've not got much to say today as time is pressing and I've got a whole s**tload of chores to get done. so TTYL

Hmmmm lets see ....not much going on with me other than work and being quietly content at home. I'm looking forward to going away this weekend even though I'll miss this TUG. I am enjoying the perspective I have achieved lately .This year keeps improving steadily.

This has been a terrific creative and laid back weekend . I completed the commisioned painting I was doing and am pleased with it overall( I can always find faults of course)LOL ( Read more... )

Well the newest member of my family dynasty has made his entry into this world.Hunter Devilin Robert is what his proud parents Bri and Karl have named their 7lb 14 oz. bundle of joy.Both mom and son are well and dad survived the experience too.LOL

Thank God for friends that drop by and drag you out to coffee. I am feeling so much better after having some good conversation and laughs.I still have moments of grief when all I want to do is weep but at least the bad dreams have ceased and I know it will get better with time.

I'm so sad right now for a variety of reasons.I broke up with my man last Fri. I know it's happened before and we always got back together but this time it's final.So while I was still reeling from that I got the horrible news about Fara and that made my troubles seem insignificant.What was worse was that I had to work and couldn't even go to her ( Read more... )

Yep it's time for another one ...Damn they go by faster and faster it seems..LOL ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how to describe my mood ,disgruntled,discouraged,disillusioned, discordant,discontented,difficult.....I'm displeased with myself for dissing my friends mentally in my so called mind.I'm feeling disconnected and just want to disappear for a time. I admit there are a couple of them I still like but the rest have just been disappointing ( Read more... )

My image is the reflection in their eyes
my voice heard only in their words
Shaped by their needs
Controlled by their desires
Behind my mask I'm never seen
My silent screams never heard

BAH HUMTUG , I'm soooo disappointed in TUG going just 19 plus as half the people I want to see won't be able to attend and that means I can't celebrate this New Year's with them either.I think this is really shortsighted of Chase since most of the legal attendees were once underage TUG goers who literally grew up in the scene.I will be evaluating ( Read more... )