I don't know why, but I always seem to keep everyone at a certain distance. Yes, I'm having a good time. Yes, I'm in a good mood. No, I'm not mad about that. Yes, I want to be here. I feel like I am constantly making everyone feel like I dont appreicate their company, and I am not either having a good time or i'm upset about something. Im a lot ( Read more... )

I realllly NEED another job! Does anyone know where I can get one? that pays decent?

I doubt you'll even read this but..
[14 Nov 2005 | 11:02am]

Happy Birthday. We weren't speaking on your birthday last year, or this year so.. Happy birthday 19 & 20.

Well for the first time in 3 years we are actually talking, and were friends <3 Happy Birthday 21 ( Read more... )

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I enjoy having a lot of time to myself right now. I know I haven't been around a lot, or really called anyone but right now I need to stay focused on things that are important to me. Im probably the happiest ive ever been, and im going to keep things that way. I'm sorry, but no one is going to change my mind or tell me im doing something wrong. As ( Read more... )

a lot of things in my life are changing.. fast. im looking forward to it though. im also looking forward to telling most of the people I once considerd a friend to fuck off because honestly I only get a phone call when you want to come to a party im throwing, you need a ride somewhere or you need someone to vent to. I'm sorry, but im looking out ( Read more... )

this summer could be like it was 2 years ago <3

JUST KIDDING.

well, thats never going to happen again.

I feel as if everyone around me is changing, and i'm just falling behind. Im not ready for this.