Oh Gossip Girl... how you randomly show up with scenes and quotes like these right when I need to hear them... (sad as that is to admit)

Chuck Bass: I haven't read any posts on Gossip Girl yet. I guess my ban works in the provinces. 
Blair Waldorf: I knew it. I knew you'd fatwa'd me. 
Chuck Bass: And I knew you couldn't break it. 
Blair Waldorf: You're ( Read more... )

It feels good to have the fire to write again. How amazing would it be if one day I make a lot of money from writing a book with stories about these assholes in it. Ultimate karma. I want it to be my firstborn. I want to work on the writing, design, art, etc.

I must maintain faith my big mouth will pay off one day :P

suck it ch. 8. 

"At the end of the day, you can focus on what's tearing you apart, or what's holding you together"

fuzzy blankets
lounging around with my best friend
laughs so big they hurt my face
good quotes
good books
jamming out to awesome songs
sharpie pens
Vera Bradley
naps
kids that make me smile
hot showers
doing well at work
looking forward to the weekend

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I will never be with a guy who makes me feel "not pretty enough," "not good enough" or "not loved enough".

And fuck you to the ones who make me feel that way and still steal my heart. fuck you.

Sometimes I just want to destroy something beautiful. Sometimes I want to throw every piece of crap in my room away. Sometimes I don't understand what motivates me - what is my driving force - or does such a thing even exist for me.  I want to be a cold fish swimming in a sea of independence, self-reliance, and distance. And I want to enjoy being ( Read more... )

Today has been weird. Not really sure how to describe the vibe ( Read more... )

More Postsecrets.


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It is nice to get along with my brother again. We are two people lacking in the ability to talk about emotions and the things we are going through but it was nice to kinda talk about that stuff in our round about way last night. It started with the avoiding of the exes by trying to avoid certain bars. He succeeded. Me. Not so much. I went to get ( Read more... )

A few of my favorite Postsecrets. Postsecrets are so interesting no matter who you are or where you come from. If you can't relate to the postsecet directly, you can at least appreciate the struggle it takes to be human sometimes.
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"Stop trying to control everything and just let go. Let go ( Read more... )