I think i'm going to start writing in this thing more often.like everyday.how fun ( Read more... )

I feel like watching fear and loathing in las vegas. I'm watching the drug years. I'm liking it. I;ve always wanted to go back into the 70's and take lots of drugs and dance like crazy girl. Everyone loved each other. i might have ended up in footage. i'd like to take lsd. i'd like to be given lsd for free. i'd like to take lsd without having to ( Read more... )

I did the worst thing possible. I cheated. I fucking cheated. I am one of those girls now. One of those disgusting girls. I should have a worse reputation, but for now, I will be fine with this one. I don't think I could take more reputation ( Read more... )

i am full of coffees and spinning embroidery floss on pieces of cardstock. both make me very happy and content ( Read more... )

i'm a horrible person. i am being so unkind to joshua. i can't make up my mind if i should be with him or if i really want to be. he's amazing. i don't think i deserve him. there are too many complications. he doesn't need this.sometimes in order for someone to really understand how things owuld be good otherwise.. you have to do things yourself. ( Read more... )

joshua is on his way over here
i can not wait
i'm gettin pretty but not pretty enough to make it obvious k?
you get?

mrs barham called me.

triplettes of belleville tonight.

H makes me feel giddy. Give me a tree and a knife. I feel like carving initials in a tree. Yes, that giddy&girly&silly. Ever done that?

joshua is good to be with.
and has a nice ass.

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i'm watching miracle workers.and of course i'm crying.b/c theres a little boy who's blind.and will probably see ( Read more... )

mark was no help today. he was supposed to come over and help me clean n shit.but he's not too good at that. i was trying to see if he'd help me as i was rushing around doing stuff. but he just played with grover.ugh.boys. i think he's kind of inconsiderate. i asked him if he wanted to go down to the coast with me to help with some relief stuff, ( Read more... )