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Is it really fucked up that I am constantly thinking how much easier life was when I was sickly skinny? Then I had no friends, I didn't care about anything, I didn't care about my boyfriend. No one was going to hurt me or break my heart. No one could do anything that affected my life.

What is sicker: being sick or wishing I was still sick?

Weight: Unknown
Hip: Unkown
Waist: Unknown
Bust: Unknown

Southwest bean soup - 180
String cheese - 80
Pickle - 10
2 Wild Cherry Diet Pepsi - 0
2 c. of hot green tea - 0
Fiber One - 60
2 Pork tameles - 320
Total = 650

When I was in high school, I used to make lists of things I would need to do to be perfect...
I'm 22, so here goes:
Have nice hair everyday
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I changed my major again. This is my fifth year in undergrad. It's a change for the better I think. I dropped my second major to a minor, so I am a Political Science minor. Then I changed my major from Journalism-Media Studies to Journalism-Public Relations. It's a better fit. It will require fewer classes now, since I'm a PoliSci minor and ( Read more... )

I weigh 100 lbs now. I really don't know how this happened. Six months ago I was 90 lbs and still trying to lose more. Now I am 10 lbs heavier and I don't think I look all that bad. I'm actually pretty happy with how I look. It puzzles me and upsets me.
Ugh.

it seems like everyday something everything has to go wrong.

i have no friends.
i am so unhappy.
i dont even have anyone to complain about having no friends.

i litteraly have no one to count on.

weekends are so long.

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