looking down upon mangled arms ( Read more... )

**Why couldn’t I see that you were leaving? Because I’m alone, I need someone to be my friend. But I can’t take anyone who can’t stay until the end.**

i dont cut to kill
i cut to create
my skin is my canvas
my blood is my paint

im so sick of being sad all the time i wish i could change things because things wont change by themselves **change means nothing when nothing will change** i have a lot of songs to quote today, boy do i ever. all it takes is to see one group of two, and i become a wreck. **loves no story book, loves an excuse to get hurt** **so that is how I ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulelfenboy goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a squirrel.alesseryou gives you 15 light yellow banana-flavoured jelly beans.calycopoe tricks you! You lose 9 pieces of candy!i_hate_zeke tricks you! You get a button.keriberi2004 tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!ladypussycat tricks you! You get a block of wood. ( Read more... )

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another one of those days, i just want to cry im freezing and im sick of everything and i dont want to be alone. i know im not going to hear from anybody, i never hear from anybody, and even though heidi says she might give me a call so we can get together, i know she wont, and ill be here all day all night, wanting to cry. it seems like im never ( Read more... )

i just made maself some plugs, they are a bit bigger than my diamonds and a million times cooler, they are a yarn needle cut into 1/2 in pieces with one side filed down to a rounded point, i used this electric grinder in my garage to do it and i made o rings out of a thick elastic band o i feel so awesome being so creative ta!

To draw red lines ( Read more... )